Since yesterday I've went from being a somewhat optimistic person to being self loathing. Bi-polar? nuh, bad news. My life is set up in a game of dominos, one piece falls and everything comes crashing down at once in a mess of irrepairable damage.
What now? Porn? Working nights at 7/11?
I keep trying to force myself out of this shitty mentality, prove it's temporary, push myself to fight instead of give up. I've already given up.
What can I do when there is absolutely nothing to do? I've failed at so much, and with so little ability I don't have anything. I'm a wasted life. It's pathetic.
Friday, May 8, 2009
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